it bleeds to know ...

i worried about de-deng not because of having a tough life, that is one.  what bothers me is knowing that she is not happy, that's causing the bleed and i cant take my mind out of it.  how do you help someone in that stage.  you can only talk so much but how do you break the cord of loneliness. i hate to know someone i knew having that stage of life.  i hate myself, i worry too much, i love too deep for everyone, everyone i touch, everything i care!