i remember the days when i first came from hong kong to us of a. when ill be left alone at home while noel is at work and kerks at school. i woke up this morning feeling the same when at 10am i have nothing left to do. today i tend laundries and cooked for lunch by the time it is 10am, i cant think of anything else what to do.
those days do drove me crazy living from the city full of lives, non-stop meeting friends, every week of parties, after hour drinking, dining outside - french food, vietnamese, thailand, italian, greek, being the first of 50 customers of a new restaurant or just cruising islands. exploring restaurants that we have to drive more than 2 hours for a plate of foods or flew to either bangkok or philippines to spend a long weekend if we do happen to get that break. life is different now but i do like remembering those days.
today made me remind being lonely here, it breaks my heart and i dont want to remember coming here that's a sad transition.
now i have my family and dont think i will ever choose to live anywhere without them.