your birthday

i was about to sleep and read the last thread of my emails, one of those is a reminder that your birthday is coming up. i felt lost. when you loose nanay, it feels like a lost child. i used to call you when im about to change my life, like leaving a remarkable relationship or like wanting a baby without father. you are there to listen and that feels great.

about your birthday, last year when i sent you money for your birthday i sent along a message that were having a girl. now i remember, it was almost this the same day of last year that yes, we were so happy of my pregnancy and it's a girl. I named her Avell. how much i wish you met her!